Update 2/26/08

"It was the best of times, it was the worst of times..." (Dickens)

That about describes my life right now. So, for those of yo who don't know, me and Lexy are temporarily "broken up". She was in Memphis for a music gig and had a bit of an emotional breakdown. She decided that it is safer for both of us if we aren't a "couple" for a while because she feels it is more than I should have to go through just for her. What she doesn't seem to get is that I will, would, and have gone through my own personal Hells for her. To quote Bon Jovi's song 'Always': "If yo asked me to die for you, I would." She also doesn't seem to understand that it hurts me more to be separate from her while she is have ing such a hard time than it does for me to walk with her through whatever she is going through.

Anyways... On a more upbeat note, I've seen a bit more, I dunno, caring? from some of the Connect High people. Tabitha actually E-mailed me )of her own accord) to ask if I was Ok and see if she could help with anything. And me and Jane have been trading E-mails for a while. Chris has also asked if I am Ok and stuff, but I think he is a bit unsure of what to do and say, so he doesn't ask too much.
Colin is really down about something though. He says it has to do with not being able to do much with CH anymore because of baseball, but I don't think that's all of it.

Oh, and I failed my Permit test, for the 5th time. And me and Dad have had enough arguments to last the Senate a few decades.
and I've managed to maintain fairly emotionless throughout most of the days, but that isn't really a good thing.

But, I'm working of picking my life up and getting on with it. So until laterz, Bye People!