Update: 8/30/10

Okay.... Today was skrewy. I had another Diabetic Siezure. Last time I had it I forgot a nights-worth of memory. This time the gap is bigger. Apparently I got a job, I'm supposed to go in on Tuesday. I also am planning on going out with a girl I've know a while, name's Lizee. Problem is, I've lost memories from the last couple days, everything is either scrambled or missing. I'm waiting to try and sort things out, gather my memories from other people.
Apparently, I'm also scheduled to go out with Lizee sometime. But, due to my memory gaps, my recolection of that is sketchy. I need to talk to her... I'm waiting for her to either get on Facebook, or I'll try to call her tomorrow.
um.... I'll try to come up with more to say later... as I said, brain is kinda shot.

Job! (Update: 8/20/2010)

Well, I have a job. its at a Michaels Art's & Craft store (location withheld). I start sometime after the 5th of September. The job is basically everythign in the store, register, customer service, stocking shelves, unloading trucks and unpacking boxes, with the emphisis on customer service. I cant wait to start =)

And... I think I have a date in the future. Details on the lucky lady to come at a later date.

An intersting thought.... (Update 8/1/10)

Well, I got back from my Aunt & Uncle's a few days ago. Yesterday we spent the morning mowing, weed-eating, cleaning up outside and in. Then in the afternoon Dad had some friends from work over. It was an intersting and stressfull day.
A couple things that have been getting to me lately, first is Mom and Dad. They control when I get to use the car, therefore they control when I get to go out and with who I get to go out with. So, basically, I get to go to take siblings to a places that are on a very short list, or I get to go and do stuff for my job search. Later this month is there is an open-mike thing at a local coffee shop. Now, from the beginning I've wanted to play music at like a coffee shop or cafe or something like that. But Dad says I cant use the car. Not only to I need the music outlet, I need the social interaction.
Another thing, I have no support from my family. My Dad either insults my plans, shuts them down, or strongly encourages me to forget about it. My mom goes with whatever my dad says, even if she doesnt agree, and my brothers all think I'm stupid. My sister is the only one who might go along with me, but I have no idea. I mean, my music, my writing, noe of it has been encouraged much by my family. Only the writing on an acedemic level, and everything else it seems allowances have been made, but thats it.
Anyways... I'm ranting now and should just shut up.

I got to go, I'll write more later.
This is Josh, signing off.