Well, I got back from my Aunt & Uncle's a few days ago. Yesterday we spent the morning mowing, weed-eating, cleaning up outside and in. Then in the afternoon Dad had some friends from work over. It was an intersting and stressfull day.
A couple things that have been getting to me lately, first is Mom and Dad. They control when I get to use the car, therefore they control when I get to go out and with who I get to go out with. So, basically, I get to go to take siblings to a places that are on a very short list, or I get to go and do stuff for my job search. Later this month is there is an open-mike thing at a local coffee shop. Now, from the beginning I've wanted to play music at like a coffee shop or cafe or something like that. But Dad says I cant use the car. Not only to I need the music outlet, I need the social interaction.
Another thing, I have no support from my family. My Dad either insults my plans, shuts them down, or strongly encourages me to forget about it. My mom goes with whatever my dad says, even if she doesnt agree, and my brothers all think I'm stupid. My sister is the only one who might go along with me, but I have no idea. I mean, my music, my writing, noe of it has been encouraged much by my family. Only the writing on an acedemic level, and everything else it seems allowances have been made, but thats it.
Anyways... I'm ranting now and should just shut up.
I got to go, I'll write more later.
This is Josh, signing off.
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