Update: 9/29/10

Okay, so I havent done anything on here in a loooong while, so here I am =J
So.... onto the update:
I got a job at Michaels, its fun =) So far all the people I work with are nice and I actually get along with them. Which, is kinda surprising for me. I get to use the kool walkie-talkie thing, but I cant get the one that goes in the cuff of your shirt or jacket =P like the Secret Service guys. =D

As for the memory problem I talked about last time, its been resolved. Everything I was missing I have either regained or got them figured out. So everything on that front is good =)

um.... Lizee. Thats been kinda stressful and crazy. But, you know what? She understands me, she doesnt want to critisize or change me like a lot of people want to do, she just wants to be there for me. And I cant even discribe how that makes me feel. That hole inside me, the one that eats away at my heart and mind every time I see or hear of other people who have close relationships with a girlfriend or wife, its filling up. And, even when there is a problem I have to work through, things like a suicidal friend, someone whose depressed, my usual set of situations, I feel content. I feel content with who I am, with what I do, everything. Might I even say I feel happy? I know, Josh? Happy? No, you are not seeing things, no, you are not going crazy.... Josh is feeling happy!

Talk about weird, right?

Now all I have to do is get shceduled to talk to her parents, who I (another shocker) am actually scared of. Seriously, but I'm not like, "crap, her dad could kick my butt" scared; its more a "crap, they could take away the best thing to happen in my life since music" fear. So.... if you are a praying person, pray I will get along with them. 'Cause, seriously, I dont know how to get along with people. if they want to get along with me, I'm fine. But when I go out of my way to get along with someone, I alwaysseem to mess it up. Hopefully, with Liz's help (and maybe even some understanding fron her parents), everything will work out for the absolute best. =)

Anyways, besides just watching "Transporter: 3" and LOVING IT! And also watching "Reign of Fire" and LOVING IT TOO!, everything is good =) Except I'm really bored and watching "MI: 3" (even though I dont really like the movie =P ).

So, yeah. Update you later!