So... I was talking to Meredith earlier and actually managed to put my little "Life-Journey" into a form that actually made sense. She said it was "interesting" (although not why), and I thought I might post it for someone else to read, maybe be inspired by... i dont know.
Anyways, here it is:
"I am looking for understanding of myself... but I cant rely on only what I see and read in myself, so I try and cross-reference what I see in me with what other people see in me. The reason why I ask for others to analyze me all the time is because people rarely will offer that kind of personal analys freely... or sometimes at all. The one thing I truely fear in this world, and the one thing I cant seem to understand, is Me.Even Math and Science, which are my worst subjects and the bane of my academic life, I can understand... But when it comes to my own heart and mind... there is no textbook, no manual, no one who already understands who can walk me through it... not even an instruction manual on how to understand yourself.And so I ask people to analyze me, I read books and watch movies and TV shows and analyze the elements that stick out to me and touch me personally... I analyze people and help them with their problems in the hops that one of the people I help has the answer to my own heart in their life story.... and thats it... thats why I do what I do, that is what I am always searching for...
Maybe my search will end when I do, who knows... but one way or another, either before or after death, I will understand who I am, why I am, and why I do things and think things like I do."
there is is, folks. Post thoughts as a comment, please.
More to come another day, Josh signing off.
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Il semble que vous soyez un expert dans ce domaine, vos remarques sont tres interessantes, merci.
- Daniel
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